"pointless and good at it" LYRICS:
We were young, we were pointless and good at it
Look at me now, do I make you proud
We were dumb but my god we were good at it
What a time what a time to be alive
Yeah you're burning the edge of me
Laugh at me quietly
Tell me it's fine to come home
Yeah I'll swear it's a masterpiece
Light up in ecstasy
You're pulling me down pulling me down and
Do you want to wear a crown
Would you feel better now
If all the fires in the forest never made a sound
Yeah it chills me to the bone
That you're tied to your throne
You tell me if I want to fly then I'll just fall alone
Chorus:
We were young, we were pointless and good at it
Look at me now, do I make you proud
We were dumb but my god we were good at it
What a time what a time to be alive
Yeah I climb up the walls I see
You say it's too high for me
Tell me it's time to come down down down
Yeah the voices in my head turn me black and blue
But it's funny how these voices they sound just like you
Take me in, wait me out, hold me in, break me down
Let me in, calm me down, pull me in, let me out
(Chorus)
Yeah you're burning the edge of me
Turning shadows into clarity
'Cause the world is gonna say no
Just because you said so
All these walls are made of ivory
But they crack the more you lie to me
Yeah I'm never gonna come home
Never gonna come home
(Chorus)
"B.B" Lyrics:
Yeah I never knew that people could be born broken, born broken
Yeah I never knew that people could be born broken, born broken
Let me in your brain, keep em talking
Fingers stained, I go wash it
(You know it's a bad time, it's a bad time, I crossed a line
Came to collect the gold in your teeth
Why can't it keep you from smiling at me
Telling me that things will be ok
You'll love me anyway)
And I'll crawl back in time when no one knew
I miss it too
Chorus:
Yeah I never knew that people could be born broken, born broken
Yeah I never knew that people could be born broken, born broken
And I know I've never done anything wrong
To justify all the things I would become
And I never knew that people could be born broken, born broken
I promise that my folks were the nice ones
Know you want to blame them
Something 'bout the way that they raised me
They twisted and changed me
There's no coming back, walked a bit too far now
Standing on the bridge I burned
What a long way down
Chorus
Achy breaky would you take me
Dust me off and say you'll save me
Take a look I'm first edition
Melted doll in mint condition
Look at me and don't see you
Chorus
"Pathetic" LYRICS:
Written, Produced, and Performed by: Avaya
Wiser comes the man from the water reborn
Still holds his stained clothes like they're all that he owns
Take a look around and let him bleed
I walk with scraped knees trying to find my way home
You holding my hand just makes me feel more alone
'Cause i know that you'd rather stay with her
And maybe if we make a change
It'll all be great, it can all be great can't it
And maybe if we stay the same
All our problems will fade away
Chorus :
I know that you're coming home
With her on your mind
For the millionth time
Paint over her face with mine
And pretend I'm blind 'cause you think you're being kind
If we just wait this out
And we don't say a word of this out loud to anybody
I know you'll find your way back to me
Does that make me pathetic
Hungry comes the man from his dreaming
He says, "I'm ready for love no matter how long it takes"
Its funny how whats stupid sounds so sweet
Take it out and hang it up
'Cause the inks bleeding through the crisp white sheets you love
And we keep scratching at our faces in the dark
Don't pretend you're asleep
Then sneak out to your car
(Chorus Repeat)
I know that you're coming home
With her on your mind
For the millionth time
Paint over her face with mine
And pretend I'm blind 'cause you think you're being kind
If we just wait this out
And we don't say a word of this out loud to anybody
I know you'll find your way back to me
Does that make me pathetic
Guess that makes me pathetic
"Gonna Do It Anyways" Lyrics:
Written, produced and performed by: Avaya
Watching through rose colored goggles
Yeah we got a problem
and I know I'll only make it worse
You're standing a little closer
But everyone knows that
You never really go for girls like me
But we'll talk
With your hand 'round my waist
And that look in your face like it's gonna happen
And I know that what we'll do is wrong
But we both know I'm gonna do it anyways
Who cares if I'm losing my mind
Just kiss me while we still have time
And only you could make me feel like I'm one of you
Who cares if I'm out of my head
Turn my blood from blue to red
Oh how the mighty ones fall
And you won't remember me at all
Walking through a house of models
And red cups and bottles
The music is playing, the lights they move
Yeah it's the right kind of blurry
And we're in a hurry
'Cause I know we both see the empty room
And we dance
Yeah we're nose to nose
Oh is this too close
Is it gonna happen
Is it right - now his hands in my hair
And suddenly I don't care
I do it anyways
Who cares if I'm losing my mind
Just kiss me while we still have time
And only you could make me feel like I'm one of you
Who cares if I'm out of my head
Turn my blood from blue to red
Oh how the mighty ones fall
And you won't remember me at all
And just for the moment
Hold me tight, be my ride or die
And I knew it was empty but god it's nice
To feel alive
And I don't do this normally
He touches me, I can't breathe
I know they are judging me
But I don't really care
Who cares if I'm losing my mind
Just kiss me while we still have time
And only you could make me feel like I'm one of you
Who cares if I'm out of my head
Turn my blood from blue to red
Oh how the mighty ones fall
And you won't remember me at all
"Last Words" Lyrics:
Written, produced and performed by: Avaya
Can I tell you
Something that really scares me
What if we look back
And can't remember the good
Like we're in a sea of crowded bodies
Keeping our faces down
To make sure our eyes don't meet across the room
Yeah they're saying their lines
While their hands are tied
And I'll smile to you
'Cause even if we don't stay friends
I'll never forget why I loved you
Oh I'm dreaming about you my darling
And what my life would be like if we didn't last the day
Oh please wake me
From this dream, my darling
So I can tell you I love you
And make sure we leave it that way
If it's the last words that we say
If it's the last words that we say
Oh don't look at the mirrors, look at me
Yeah they're bent and tall and twisted
Only show us what the world wants us to see
How could I forget the way you make me feel right now
Oh yeah don't look down
'Cause I can't stop dreaming
About you, my darling
And what my life would be like if we didn't last the day
Oh please wake me from this dream, my darling
So I can tell you I love you and make sure we leave it that way
If it's the last words that we say
And if the world was ending
I would be the first to call
I'd thank you for the worst parts
I'd thank you for it all
Oh I'm dreaming about you my darling
And what my life would be like if we didn't last the day
Oh please wake me
From this dream, my darling
So I can tell you I love you
And make sure we leave it that way
If it's the last words that we say
If it's the last words that we say
"The Shakes" Lyrics:
Written, produced and performed by: Avaya
It's like going down the stairs but then you skip a step
It's like you know you want to gasp but just can't take a breath
My skin's on fire
Or I'm just tired
Yeah don't be so dramatic
It's like you know you have to leave but can't get out the door
It's like there's something that you need but you don't know what you're looking for
You haven't walked a step
Yet somehow you're out of breath
It's ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
I've got the shakes
It's like the only thing you want is just to be alone
It's like there's something that keeps pushing
But it's pushing from your bones
It's so hard to explain
It's not like I'm here in pain
I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
And maybe
This is all exaggerating
Those who know me know I'm never afraid
Yeah I got no worries
Look at me winning
I guess there's no point in coming out and just flat out admitting
I've got the shakes
"TEMPEST" LYRICS:
Written and performed by: Avaya
We were 15 when I first saw your face
Oh your mama just left and you're trying to be brave
You took it out on the world but I liked you that way
I said don't worry 'bout a thing
I'll put you right back together again
You were 16 when you first kissed my face
Oh you said that you loved me, we both were so sure what it meant
You took me to your parties, showed me off to your friends
Always held back my hair, isn't that what romance is
How could they know what a love costs
How could they when they have never loved this hard and
God know I am trying
Just surviving on this beauty in a tempest
We were 19 we thought we'd run away
All they saw were the bruises not the beautiful fire we made
Oh we laugh and we cry, we make love and we'd fight
Then we'd pick up the pieces and hold them together so tight
How could they know what a love costs
How could they when they have never loved this hard and God knows I am trying
Just surviving on this beauty in a tempest
We were 15 when I first saw your face
Oh I saw all the problems but just couldn't turn away
Now it's done and it's broken but I cant help wondering
If I'll ever love so hard like that again
How could they know what a love costs
How could they when they have never loved this hard and God knows I am trying
Just surviving on this beauty in a tempest
"MADELINE" LYRICS:
Written and performed by: Avaya
Madeline I heard you're coming home tonight
And I'll cancel plans to see you even though I've fallen behind
And I'll watch you spin them round that little finger as you play
Oh Madeline, you caught their eye and now they all can't look away
If I could be you, If I could be you
If I could be you sweet madeline
If I could be you, If I could be you
If I could be you sweet Madeline
Oh Honey would you mind
Madeline I heard you've got a show tonight
And what I would give for you to know my name
Oh Madeline, I'll watch the light get tangled in your hair
And you'll have no idea that I was even there
If I could be you, If I could be you
If I could be you sweet madeline
If I could be you, If I could be you
If I could be you sweet Madeline
Oh Honey would you mind
Oh Honey you wont mind would you
Take me with you, Take me with you Madeline
Teach me will you, Teach me will you Madeline
Ooooo
Ooooo
If I could be you, If I could be you
If I could be you sweet madeline
If I could be you, If I could be you
If I could be you sweet Madeline
Oh Honey would you mind
Oh Honey you won't mind would you
How could you if you don't know who I am
"Mark My Words" Lyrics:
A glimpse of what we had
Carved into the walls
That's worn now to the bone
As we sit alone
Wondering if we were stupid or we were right
And I don't really care who keeps you warm at night
As long as when you hold her tight
You see me in her eyes
And lose your mind that I am in your head
You won't feel the fire
Oh you'll just see her and see that she isn't me
Yeah you can leave
Oh you can leave
But mark my words
You won't be seeing the end of me
You won't be seeing the end of me
Walking here alone
I won't say a thing
Doesn't matter what I feel
As long as you're hurting
As long as you're hurting
And I don't really care who keeps you warm at night
As long as when you hold her tight
You see me in her eyes
And lose your mind that I am in your head
You won't feel the fire
Oh you'll just see her and see that she isn't me
Yeah you can leave
Oh you can leave
But mark my words
You won't be seeing the end of me
You won't be seeing the end of me
And I won't feel
The way you feel when you call at 3am
And wonder why I'm never by the phone
Take your shots
I won't cry
I will go without a fight
'Cause you've just ruined your life
Mark my words
Mark my
You won't be seeing the end of me
"Hidden" Lyrics:
Song Title: Hidden
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Producer: Ofer Hammerman
I watched as comets tore across the empty night
While counting my blessings I counted one more
As it fell out of the sky
So I built up a castle of the finest stone
And I never seemed to notice just how large it got
Till I slept there alone
Chorus:
Where is your God
And why does he hide
Why does he leave
His heroes behind
How can he listen to, then pick and choose from all of his children
Where is your God
He isn't mine
Why would I shake hands with a tin man
Who swore he had a heart
But then watched me fall apart like that
They say now she sits next to him too
Like angels do
But she was my angel too
Where is your God
And why does he hide
Why does he leave
His heroes behind
How could he listen to, then pick and choose from all of his children
Where is your God
He isn't mine
Give me a sound
To break the nothing
I'll wait for a sound
Why do I wait
Even now
'Cause you are my god
Even when you hide
Even when you leave
My heroes behind
How can you listen to, then pick and choose from all of your children
Where is your God, Where is your God
Where is your God
And why does he hide
Why does he leave
His heroes behind
How can he listen to then pick and choose from all of his children
Where is your God
He is still mine.
"Paper Cranes" Lyrics
Song Title: Happier This Way
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Producer: Ofer Hamerman
Once upon a time a girl was suspended in midair
And she swore to everyone and to herself
That she wanted to be there
The noise began to scare her
So she said a silent prayer
And she's hoping that the man she left behind
Will still be there
If I say another 'if', I'll drown
But I must look back
To keep from looking down
So if you had to love me
Why didn't I bite my tongue
And let you hold on to me
And if I had to love you
Why'd it have to be today
When we knew I couldn't stay
I'll convince myself
I'm happier this way
Why when he said he loved me
Did it never seem to be enough
Even when I said I loved him
And was sure he was the one
I said my goodbyes
I searched for the cause
I finally found the missing applause
And yet, always returned to an empty room
So if you had to love me
Why didn't I bite my tongue
And let you hold on to me
And if I had to love you
Why'd it have to be today
When we knew I couldn't stay
I'll convince myself
I'm happier this way
Why must we throw stones
When all that surrounds us is made of glass
And chase what I've always known
Which now begins to rust at home
So if you had to love me
Why didn't I bite my tongue
And let you hold on to me
And if I had to love you
Why'd it have to be today
When we knew I couldn't stay
I'll convince myself
I'm happier this way
Song Title: Run
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Producer: Ofer Hamerman
I write my name in the silver fog
That's melting the frost
And I'm counting these days behind me that now are lost
We're tying flowers and weeds in our hair
And spinning in circles like nobody's there
Afraid to blink for fear of missing it
Just let me run
Count down to one
I'll melt the sun if you let me get close enough
Run
Pebbles crack under shoes I wear
As I reach the finish line
And the clouds that surround me
Are no longer gray but white
And we'll wave
Wave to the swaying trees
And we'll sing to a song that a drunken bird sings
Just let me run
Count down to one
I'll melt the sun if you let me get close enough
Run
They say the night is darkest
Just before a glimpse of dawn
Now the shadow's chanting
Reminding us they're almost gone
Ooooooo
Just let me run
Count down to one
I'll melt the sun if you let me get close enough
Run
Song Title: Paper Cranes
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Producer: Ofer Hamerman
I've got a lullaby to share
I might have kept it out of sight
It's worn with time
But it's mine
And while I was seeing monsters
You were watching colors
Hoping I try on your favorite plastic hearts
Here, I'll sit right here
Folding polaroids for paper cranes
Here, while we're still here
Explain to me why nothing's changed
Is the end still good if the road is bent
Is the end still good if I never went
I stare at what was once an empty room
Now filled with unturned stones
That I'm far too tired to look through
So now I sleep to pass the time
I gave up, my neck sore
From holding my head so high
Here, I'll sit right here
Folding polaroids for paper cranes
Here, while we're still here
Explain to me why nothing's changed
Is the end still good if the road is bent
Is the end still good if I never went
And I still hold my demons too close
They tell me I should try to ignore you
I wouldn't blame you if you had to leave
No, don't wait for me
'cause I'll sit right here
I'll sit right here
Folding polaroids for paper planes
Here
Here, while we're still here
Explain to me why nothing's changed
Is the end still good if the road is bent
Is the end still good if I never went
Is the end still good if the road is bent
Is the end still good if I never went
Song title: Grand Ballet
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Multiple voices: AVIVA
Holding a hand and a broken shard of glass
That cuts a little girl's skin
She'll start to cry while the world's patience is running thin
A secret door that leads to a city
dripping with fire and lights
Don't be fooled by its beauty
It's not real although it's quite the sight
It's not real although it's quite the sight
I'm standing in the middle of an ocean while it's so cold
I'm torn and I am broken
But I still call this place my home
I didn't know I didn't know I wasn't ok
It doesn't matter, just sing me songs from this grand ballet
This grand ballet
Grand ballet
A villain in a play will run in circles
His sanity on the edge
I'll never know what's going on inside his head
The wretched and divine, the justified crimes
Of a sentimentalist friend
Gather gather the people and we'll all paint the roses red
Doesn't matter if they're dead
I'm standing in the middle of an ocean while it's so cold
I'm torn and I am broken
But I still call this place my home
I didn't know I didn't know I wasn't ok
It doesn't matter, just sing me songs from this grand ballet
This grand ballet
Grand ballet
I am not good for the masses
I am not good for the clock
That just keeps ticking away
And constantly threatening to stop
And all the lies I was told
Like the present is a gift
Well if that's true then why can't I open it
I'm standing in the middle of an ocean while it's so cold
I'm torn and I am broken
But I still call this place my home
I didn't know I didn't know I wasn't ok
It doesn't matter, just sing me songs from this grand ballet
This grand ballet
Grand ballet
Song title: Break Your Fall
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Violin: Anna Elashvili
Hands out as you collect the rain
Folding letters into paper planes
Golden girl are you still awake
In this city built up for your name
As the evening shadow lifts up
and the night unveils the sun
It is evident, despite the turbulence
That you have already won
You stand on the edge of a mountain so tall
Don't look down, sometimes the height's only there to scare you
Be not afraid, let gravity bring down your walls
'Cause you've got an army on the bottom
To break to break your fall
Biggest tasks for the strongest soldiers
Carrying the earth on their shoulders
They don't see how the people stand there
What they're thinking as they all stare on:
They are the fighters, they are heroic
How do they do something like that
They are inspiring, they are amazing
I want to be just like them
You stand on the edge of a mountain so tall
Don't look down, sometimes the height's only there to scare you
Be not afraid, let gravity bring down your walls
'Cause you've got an army on the bottom
To break to break your fall
The dusk's always darkest before the dawn
And all these thoughts in disarray
And when all is said and done
And this song is dragging on
There's really only one last thing to say
You're going to be ok
You're going to be ok
You stand on the edge of a mountain so tall
Don't look down, sometimes the height's only there to scare you
Be not afraid, let gravity bring down your walls
'Cause you've got an army on the bottom
To break to break your fall
Song title: Foolish Dreamer
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Violin: Anna Elashvili
Hey little boy, where you running to
See this city has long been washed away
Hey little girl, who you talking to
White rabbits won't lead you somewhere safe
Ooooo Please don't tell me no
'Cause It's all I have
It's all I have
I am a foolish dreamer
I am a foolish dreamer
It doesn't matter to me
It's what keeps me
Breathing
Hey little boy, what you crying for
You've danced so hard you've burnt holes through all of your shoes
Hey little girl with a sword in your hand
You promised you'd conquer a world that doesn't want conquering
Ooooo Please don't tell me no
'Cause I'm still thinking
I'm still thinking
I am a foolish dreamer
I am a foolish dreamer
It doesn't matter to me
It's what keeps me
Breathing
And I can't believe
That I tried so hard
And nobody nobody told me
And I, I can't believe
That I don't know where to go from here
I don't know I don't know where to go from here
I am a foolish dreamer
I am a foolish dreamer
It doesn't matter to me
It's what keeps me
Breathing
Breathing
Song Title: We've Got Only Time
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Guitar: Oren Shchory
A constant smile with the risk I take
But everybody's met the shadows
Everybody knows the harm it can cost
A vain attempt to draw a map
On the fog left on the window
But God knows I am wonderfully lost
I'll break open the big beautiful sky
Let blue drip down till I'm covered in night
And we've got only time
Oooo and we are beautiful and you're beautiful to me
I've never felt such a safety as being in your arms
I've never laughed so hard in my life
Let's slip away and spend the whole day catching trains that lead to nowhere
And under my breath I pray we'll be alright
I'll break open the big beautiful sky
Let blue drip down till I'm covered in night
And we've got only time
Oooo and we are beautiful and you're beautiful to me
And I won't lie it gets hard
To stand so far away
The view from here is changing
But the hues remain the same
And on a banister stands matching glasses there for two
A skull carved into wood, it makes me think of you
It makes me think of you
I'll break open the big beautiful sky
Let blue drip down till I'm covered in night
And we've got only time
Oooo and we are beautiful and you're beautiful to me
Song title: Forgettable
Music and Lyrics: AVIVA
Piano: AVIVA
Violin: Anna Elashvili
Producer: Ofer Hamerman
My eyes are blue from the beat of the drum
So I'll sit here and lick my wounds
Given the chance I could do something grand
If I really wanted to
When everything starts to shake into focus
Why is it then that I avert my gaze
I'll slip through the fingers of a lover
And pray on the knee with a friend
I'll cry in the arms of an enemy
If I stop in my tracks then I won't reach the end
Just give me someone to die for
And I'll find a way to stay alive
Rubbing youth on our faces
Thinking it'll make us look like we weren't left behind
Shown the climb it'll take us
We just close our eyes and say we'll start it next time
When everything starts to shake out of focus
Why is it then that I open my eyes
I'll slip through the fingers of a lover
And pray on the knee with a friend
I'll cry in the arms of an enemy
If I stop in my tracks then I won't reach the end
Just give me someone to die for
And I'll find a way to stay alive
Alive
When red turns to blue I should have had faith in me
Though they tell me I can do it I just freeze
When I think it through
What if I just took the leap
Would it change anything
Would it change anything
I'll slip through the fingers of a lover
And pray on the knee with a friend
I'll cry in the arms of an enemy
If I stop in my tracks then I won't reach the end
Just give me someone to die for
And I'll find a way to stay alive
Just give me someone to die for
And I'll find a way to stay alive